I'm a disease that plagues you
Haunting reminders of what never really was
The cold hard truth is that
I can't love
I tried to give you
What my heart wouldn't allow
I am just that bug that never goes away
I want more than i can get
I suck the life from everything pure
I can't seem to understand what life means
Yet each day i go on doing the same thing
I hate myself
I am my own worst nightmare
My own parasite that
Sucks the blood from my own living being
I try to make others happy
Just to feel some joy
And when i get too much
I find myself trying to escape
This demented world that
I created, the world i live in
My own little neurotic elusion
Disillusioned to others around me
I AM THE BUG THAT SUCKS THE LIFE FROM YOU
I am nothing more than a worthless intruder in your
Precious life
If it must be then
Please let me go before
I destroy the rest of your being
I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A BUG
Something that gets inside you, crawls around
And makes itself at home
Not caring who or what it destroys
I AM THAT UGLY THING PEOPLE TALK ABOUT THAT NO ONE WANTS